The measuring your ability to do things by how many spoons it will cost you is now a common idiom, but I think it needs an update to include the exchange rate for spoons spent on loved one’s and friends vs. spoons spent on bureaucracy. The same task for a friend vs for a job will cost me a different amount. Helping a friend fill out forms = 1 spoon, filling out forms for myself = 2 spoons. However I suspect there are people that experience the exact opposite of that. It would be nice sometimes I could be in the double spoons for myself group, I could get so much more done. Maybe I need some kind of placebo spoon tasks that I can be told are for someone else but they are really for me?

Apropos of nothing I have started a new medication that makes me slightly foggy of mind in the evening, the same time that I usually write these blogs. Which is why I suspect I will wake up in the morning and reread this to see if it makes any sense at all.

*I have ten bucks on no.