Category: journal
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Report Cards…
At the end of primary school in the 1900s they gave us IQ tests to place us in highschool classes. Based solely on those results I was placed in the top tier, which probably explains why they take a more holistic approach these days. I of course struggled in these high level classes with concentration,…
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So that’s what that feels like…
Today I did a full online grocery shop, for pretty much the first time since the pandemic, when it wasn’t optional. I was able to focus on a task that I found excruciatingly difficult in the past and I actually said “so that’s what that feels like” out loud. The doctor said the medication would…
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Well there’s your problem…
So after letters and forms, and a very long chat with a very nice man with a very expensive couch and an eye watering hourly rate I finally have an answer to that often asked question “What the hell is wrong with you?!”. It was mostly me asking the question but I am sure others…
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Two Sides of the Same Coin…
Sometimes you have to let the weather just do its thing and you need to get on with something else. The all knowing and occasionally correct weather app says we are in for at least two weeks unpleasantly hot, and occasionally life threatening hot temperatures. Which means working at the farm is not a great…
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Not Sustainable…
I didn’t go to the farm today. I also didn’t achieve anything productive in town. Which means I’m basically feeling like a decomposing sack of potatoes as I sit here on the couch wondering when the indigestion from the frozen quiche is going to arrive before the heart attack from all the salt. My stomach…
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Bursting…
Occasionally I have these periods of getting stuff done in a hurry. Sometimes they are just before or after a period of being down and unmotivated. I wonder if they have a name for that? Anyway as I can’t guarantee how long this little shot of energy is going to last, I am going to…
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Absolutely Stunning…
An absolutely stunning lack of awareness has been a reoccurring theme in my life, and not just self-awareness because that is kind of expected. While I can spot a rare piece of midcentury pottery from two stores away, my situational awareness for human interactions is almost zero. Recently I went to see a movie with…
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1666: The Devil is in the Details…
After not seeing a usable set of French doors in months I have found 2 sets in week. The first set are aluminum framed which is probably practical for the exposed side of the cabin where they would fit, and they are slightly narrower so they will fit easily in the gap. The gap in…